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2009-05-15T12:09:00.003+08:00

You know... there are days that you just know, from the moment you open your eyes and breathe, is the perfect beginning of a bad bad day.

Well today was it. If i can say, it sucked bad. I super hated the feeling of it.

I said the wrong things, did the wrong things and i basically have a word in my mind. FAIL.
So i tried making up for it and tried to get myself back together.

I guess God can use a person who has a listening ear, is honest, has God-given wisdom, gives great advises, thinks positive and doesnt judge, can change things. like now i know la! thanks so much..

So i just shared and said what i felt and cleared things up. Thank God and Thank God for you, friend.

2009-02-23T22:11:00.002+08:00

today i thought of these

i wonder who my real friends are
why do i feel that im not likable
why is it that when i try it goes to waste

i dont like it now.

very few people bother asking.
i hope that it'll change soon enough...

2009-01-31T04:09:00.003+08:00

i feel overwhelmed. i often feel like i'm not up to it or at least like i'm always procrastinating..

know i've got to start doing something somewhere. Just feel like there's alot of stuffs in my life now and i need to prioritise. also thank God that i was woken up and had a new revelation of who god is to me and how god has been doing in my life. it's like a new season with new challenges that i have to face..

i am grateful, humbled and i am learning how to desire god more.

2008-07-10T17:45:00.005+08:00

everyday eat kinder bueno! woohoo. best chocolate wafer in the world...

ok la so lately i've finally had my go at photography.. i mean like long ago i've always wanted to do photography. i just dont have a proper camera to do so. handphone cameras just wont do la.. you know what i mean? haha

so yes. i've gotten my dad's SLR camera that he loved like his baby to use.. i got it serviced and i went to take some shots with jiajun :)

so i guess it's going to by my thing from now till i pass on or God returns. whichever happens first. thanks honey. you've been a great girlfriend and you are a great support! i love you.

here's where you can view my pictures - www.flickr.com/greenwhitestripes

2008-06-03T23:03:00.002+08:00

There is this person whom i met during my service to the nation. its strange as the person just didn't react the same way. sure this person is very human, with temper and all, but this person has something that taught me and changed me. in a good way of course..

so this person, on the first day when we met, greeted me and gave me a warm welcome.. shook my hands and smiled at me. i still remember clearly when this person said, dont worry.. you'll know that things are very different here and we are very nice people.

at that point i didnt believe of course. as usual.... we humans just like to test things out.

after a few days past.. i began to realise i'm indeed quite lucky, being in that place under this person's charge.. i began working hard for this person, helping this person in everything, learning from this person how to analyse situations and having a goal and solution to things we face.

as time passed by, this person began asking about my family, my life, my relationships and myself... it's different when people just ask you to do things and never had the intention of building a relationship or bond. although this person is much more senior than me, i was treated like a son, a junior. this person would rebuke me and scold me if i didnt behave gentlemanly... this person would say, "cannot! how can you treat your girlfriend this way?"

this person always spared a thought for my well being, my thoughts and my feelings. i have a girlfriend and this person understood the ability of how the relation with esther can affect my mood and emotions. i was always in favor and blessed. i was given time off, day offs and even chances to go off at 12pm from camp on weekdays. ?????? what the??? right? haha..

we worked hard, worked late and worked together importantly.

i learnt the most out of this few weeks, although i dont do much. i learnt the importance of love and relationships. of bonds. i learnt how to be a good boyfriend, a good husband to be.

this person is a good husband, a good father and a good man.

He is not a Christian, sadly. But here is someone who knew the virtues of living, and someone who succeeded in being human and bigger than life in an organisation like this. i thank him, i am blessed by him.

His name is Maran.

alright.. so the story ends..

haha my week is not bad la. this week do nothing much watch dvd.. cock up la RP.. i learn nothing. most of the time.. haha.. and thanks sweetheart. its almost a year and i'm so excited. and im so glad. its going strong and though its never smooth, its the process of shaping.

i love you honey. always.. <3

2008-05-25T02:20:00.002+08:00

this moment seem so long,
dont waste your precious time.

its another day, where you seem to find yourself on the bad side of people's perception.

squeezed so tightly, this moment seem so long.
dont waste your precious time.

its not that i do not have defence. i just am tired..

move down to me if you want to, let me slip into you.

ok la, truthfully.... today is like a winding road. taking me to places where i didn't want to go..
its like juggling a ball and playing drums at the same time. you try your best but you don't succeed..

poised.. towards a picture. i cannot be paralyzed.. i can still move. i can still pick up where i left off. i'm only human.

the reasons for these seasons.

2008-04-15T21:32:00.003+08:00

well, here we are again.. i think its not right that we face crap all the time. i think its not right that we dont face it at all too.

but how come? i kept asking why why why. i dont hear any replies. i dont... i asked. i discussed. i dont get any replies. i dont..
thats ok la.. i thought to myself. thats alright.

people began doubting me, people dont belief me.

its ok if they are strangers. but i realised it hurts the most when they are your family.

it hurts even more, when you tried so hard. but it just wont work. it hasnt.. thats sucks.. alot.

love doesnt require anything in return. love is free.
love is not a form of insane games to play with
love has no grudges and no ill intentions.
love is a choice, freedom to choose
love is not selfish and not bliss
love has no condemnation
love is Jesus Christ
i love you, dear.

yours always,
xiang xiang

2008-03-05T00:40:00.001+08:00

i want to thank ESTHER! cause the very nice picture you see on top... is made by her. ha ha.

thank you sweetie. i love you. alot.

thanks for taking your time to do something.. and thank you for all your efforts. keep at it.

life is a journey. sit in my car. ill drive you.

2008-01-09T13:11:00.000+08:00

i will take up my cross and follow..

Lord will you lead me?

i will take up my cross and follow wherever you go.

makes sense right? and think of the things that will happen after that.

wherever God will go. we follow.

2007-12-30T00:34:00.000+08:00

and now.... the pre-new year post. ha ha.. and also its zech's birthday. im glad im the first to wish him. just to let him know he means something to me. special leh..

and also. i love you esther. cause you're more than special. moouacks! ha ha.. and just to thank you for all your support and all your care and concern la. i know how its been like for you :) and i dont blame you for anything. hee.. ok? know that i'll always be here for you and will stand by you throughout everything.

so here's a merry christmas and a happy new year to you guys

cheers to 07'

x)

2007-11-28T19:57:00.000+08:00

God will not put you through that of which you cannot bear,

and for every season, there's a reason.

suck thumb smile and just do it, excellently and patiently.

The Potter has His Hands on you. always

2007-11-18T19:02:00.000+08:00

i wont give up, i will hang on and i will be standing by you :) thank God and i love you dearie. it's been the best time. heh.. take care of yourself ok.

i love YOU.

2007-11-04T18:27:00.000+08:00

It's not easy but who GIVES???? ha ha.

I've set my heart and its backed by God.

You can count on me :) cause we're in this together.

hang on tight ya, in time to come. you'll see the goodness. the sweetness. the rewards...

that it's the happiest time of our lives. i love you girl, always.

yours always,
xiang xiang <3

2007-10-21T17:07:00.000+08:00

happy 4 months! i love you!

this past 4 months ah. i think i've never felt more blessed. life is good la. but then you're the big big big bonus. you know? haha its really fast right? and also.. i think we've been through quite abit for a short 4 months. and we've learnt and grown alot together.

remember that night when i asked you. haha.. memories. so yes, we got to that place again today. and ya i loved it. short while also love it. since then i've never looked back.

how do you know if we're the right one for each other? cause we CHOSE each other. muack!

i know in the coming months and years ahead, its only going to get better. thank you for your love. let me LOVE you.

its field camp this weekend. means im spending my birthday in the jungle. hahaha.. its here. it finally is here. i never thought it would happen to me. haha.

nothing to say.

but then! got things for you dear. while i cant talk to you like how i always do everyday, please take care of yourself ok? along the way you'll find it hard, tough and irritating. but then the sun always sets. so a new day will come. see the sun set 6 times only can see me already. heh..

i love YOU and i thank YOU for everything! so when you're feeling out of it or miss me like how i miss you alot alot alot. haha come read this post again.

remember to pursue God when you're in need of anything. He's the one who's going to pull you through. when it gets tough, pray and let God hold your hand to guide you, lift you and support you.

so i'll see you in 2 wks time. take good care of yourself. remember to cover! heh. and study hard. go home early ok? do what you think is right. you know me well enough :) heh x)

I LOVE YOU TO BITS GIRL! ALWAYS!

yours always,
xiang xiang <3

2007-09-29T10:13:00.000+08:00

Hello! it's been such a joy and blessing la. you are an angel you know?
to have you in my life and especially now. people say will past quick. but i know i want it to past quick and fruitfully la.
let us grow in our love and relationship with each other ok?
you never fail to put a smile on my face girl.
i love you all my life and forever
will be praying you and loving you forever dearie.
ever since it started i've never looked back.
cause i know you didnt too.
i commit to you. and love to see you smile
i want to marry you. dont care. haha..
just remember what we have. and you'll do fine. when i take the place of your memories! x)
I LOVE YOU, ALWAYS!

yours always,
xiang xiang <3>

2007-09-13T01:43:00.000+08:00

so yes, its time to enlist into the army. i am very happy, anxious, excited and asphyxiated to be able to serve my country!

NOT!

but anyways.. i do feel quite weird. like its in my face right now. so ill just want to thank a certain few people..

LIFEGROUP - you guys really did alot for me. and i am very touched. the dinner, the next dinner, suppers and bowling.. just making time for me. meeting up with me just to hang out.. supporting me.. whatever it is, i just want to thank you guys. really appreciate it alot.. thanks for the calls, the advises, the love and the spirit. i love you all.

CHURCH - thanks guys and girls, i really appreciate it alot. the messages, the dinners, the talks and the chit chats.. very nice of you people. sometimes i feel like nobody bothers. but i guess im wrong :) so yes. thanks again! be strong and live prosperously.. serve well. serve people..

ESTHER - hey hey, thank you for everything. you've been a great support and i really appreciate it alot. you've shown great strength and love to me. you always try your best to make me feel better. and you bother to understand me.. its been such a joy to see you grow and to be your boyfriend. thank you for your efforts and concerns. the gifts were really perfect.
so.. no fear! its just a new season now, things will change and it will be tough. but its what we're going to make out of it that counts in future.. i know i've screwed up at times.. but we'll grow ya!! we'll learn along the way :) my love for you wont change so you can rest assured. i promise.. i love YOU girl, always. think of it as a day closer to marriage :D thanks for all the fun and happy times. and thanks for all the down and sad times too. the anxious times and the nua times.

tk care of each other, love people..

if you read this please let others know too. so they can read x) thanks!

2007-09-01T01:19:00.000+08:00

time has come to enter into a new season..

till then i have things yet unsettled and i dont want to have to think about it when im away on an island not being able to do anything.

it's been pretty hard lately, with this ongoing thing always bugging me. i cant really put in words what it is.

but i got the answer from a movie we watched x) how do we get closer? God gives us closeness?

noooo wrong ans.

we get put into situations that will help us. so yes, please be positive! work things out together..

i love you. and you guys..

2007-08-25T10:30:00.000+08:00

a right place to crap.

the most important factor is comfort.

must be air conditioned and quiet. with soft background music and occasional toilet spray..

i cannot crap in noisy and cramped up toilets hahah

2007-08-08T01:47:00.000+08:00

why i try so hard? when my world caves in on me then i'll realise that im just as insignificant as when i first failed to exist.

hai.

felt like a dipshit on 8/8/07

dalton you remember today, and how it felt. cause you may never feel again.

2007-08-01T12:22:00.000+08:00

its been more than a month. things have been good and bad.. but we grow. both ways :)

So, i have been thinking about how much time i havent been spending with the guys lately. and if some would think friendship is based on how often we see each other or how much time spent together and not. priorities got change la, its only a matter of time. not that i think its right to, just that its reality. but then wanting to keep the bonds close and actually doing it counts. right??? come on. if anyone is ever reading this. let me know so at least i know.

if acceptance is hard to come by? when we change how we live.. then again, i've realised how much i need my friends. and how much they care about me. one way or another.

so thanks for everything guys.

not taking anyone for granted..

2007-07-05T00:22:00.000+08:00

i couldn't have done anything for the relationship without you. hehe..
and the good thing is, road isn't always rocky. but try and hold on when it does ya.. i walk with you.

nobody said it was easy x)

love you all the more.

thank you for reminding, for affirming and for everything.

you know i figured.. the difference between a Godly man and a worldly man is FAITH. because we believe in something they do not.. because we have faith in a God they don't know. all the more we should make God known to them. through being ourselves, perfected through Christ.

hoo.

2007-06-01T02:25:00.001+08:00

i've been told to be patient. and its actually really hard ah.. like i know sometimes i keep rushing stuffs ah.. help me can? cause i know we'll get through this together. even for now, things are much better :) which is really good. cause being honest solves a whole lot of stuffs. like a whole lot..

thank you very much for everything.

anyway.. almost kana. like kana badly. like thats it. its the end.. but never la :D
i like.. sorry sorry..

life's been simple lately la.. school and then go home. or hang out with friends.. emotionally ah, dealing with my heart is a long process.. irritating sometimes cause its like a sick cycle.. sick. finish old one new one comes out.. are we meant to do this our whole life? i always tell myself to keep moving forward.. keep going.. tiring yes but i hope God guides me in this and for everything.

priorities and responsibilities.

2007-04-23T16:31:00.000+08:00

today, auntie got hospitalised cause of her spine..

haha silly, it reminded me of a show i watched.

1 Litre Of Tears.

when you spine cells degenerate, you lose your balance, your ability to control you limbs and soon you cant eat properly. cant walk, you sit on a wheelchair. you feel that you're becoming a burden. so like its hard to deal with it. both physically and emotionally.

but thankfully her case isnt that serious. just a fracture.. well anyways, see how things turn out.

2007-04-14T02:44:00.000+08:00

on friday the 13th, i woke up at 2pm.. late, and rainy..

i got lunch from subway at SMU and the guy gave me a free cookie, just because he knew i loved eating it. kind of made me smile.

anyways, went on to church and tried to fix the wall, printed pictures and fixed the wall somemore before doc and lifegroup.

hmm, this past week i had thought over things in life. things for future, family, friends and foes.
i learned how to be concerned without being irritating, or be too overly concerned :) through these things, i know i love to help people, to fix things and to see them happy. its like.. it makes me happy too la.

i learned how to love people the way God does. i learned how to let it go, let it fall off my shoulders.. i think like sometimes.. i carry burdens too heavy for myself without even realising it..

so i figured out today that, only things can make my day. i need people and things to make my day good.. it's not possible for me to make my own day. cause thats how it is... right? in whatever i choose to do, it involves something else, someone and somewhere.

2007-04-09T15:11:00.000+08:00

so its monday again, after easter sunday.. knowing that yesterday's message was really good. God bless Henson and family..

so i'm just sitting in my living room listening to Lifehouse now.. finding that i still like the band after so long..

actually the first ever song i heard from them that i really liked was breathing. good times..

it's a long wait... but it's ok. keep moving forward.. haha.

today has to be a fruitful day. cause i dont like to sit around and do nothing..

2007-04-06T02:16:00.000+08:00

today, i spent my afternoon walking, sitting, eating, eating, eating, smiling and laughing around a city. it's not that big. not that small either. but i enjoyed it thoroughly. good times..

so if you want to go to that city too. you can ask me, and i'll let you know. so you can also go and walk, eat, smile and laugh too. heh.. crazy fun.

ok. time to slp.. happy good friday.

2007-03-24T02:00:00.000+08:00

so much more empty conversations, filled with empty words.
i'm sorry if i've caused you hurt or confusion.

i'm on fire when You're near me. i'm on fire when You speak..

so what now? the price i have to pay. the consequences for my actions.. not a very pleasant place to go to. but i think i can learn something from this, definitely..

standing on the edge. i don't need a new beginning, but a new validation. God validate me.

Therefore go and make disciples, baptizing them in the name of the Father, the Son and of the Holy Spirit. Teaching them to observe all things.

no bad. we are all teachers..

2007-02-17T12:30:00.002+08:00

i had a dream, and it was just really real.

in the dream were many people, and a pretty lady. unlike the rest, she's the one i remembered

the most, clearly.

not because she shocked me. but because i felt her.. and in the dream, i lost her. i tried

searching everywhere, to find her again. to tell her i love her, and im sorry about the things i've

done. <------- sounds like a song right. ha ha

as hard as i tried. i failed.

life is.. pretty much like this.. because we always lose things. and it could be of big value,

priceless, or just a 5-cent coin. so don't get caught in it and stop there. carry on.. you'll find it

back someday. and wake up to see that losing is actually gaining.

you friendly neighbourhood guy,
dalton

2007-02-06T04:25:00.000+08:00

the Pursuit of happyness.

great huh, knowing that happyness doesnt always come. it's got to be pursued..

Got a dream? protect it. don't ever let anyone tell you that you can't do something.

want something? go get it.

so im beginning to understand.. God's big plan for me..

Love,
dalton

2007-01-22T01:48:00.000+08:00

WHY WHEN WHERE WHO WHAT WILL WITH WHICH?

2007-01-12T02:32:00.000+08:00

hmm, please kindly talk to dalton only if you promise him not to vent your anger on him. thank you very much. appreciate it.

dont know why, lately ive been the TARGET for unwanted nonsense spouting and underserved snapping. ha ha.

oh well. good night and have a nice day.

2007-01-02T15:22:00.000+08:00

happy new year, pray hard this year.

everyone needs a good friend. [priceless]

2006-12-09T12:46:00.000+08:00

ok, the year's coming to an end.

at lifegroup yesterday we shared about what we were thankful to God for, something like thanksgiving and doing a "checkpoint" for our lives in the year 2006. It's quite a journey this year for most of us. but most importantly, we've all learned and grown from what had happened.

anyway, Christmas is coming. i think i really like Christmas. cause its a nice festival. but i always associate it with snow so i think i have this make belief in my mind that Christmas is going to be cold and niceee, every year.

yay

cheers,
dalton

2006-11-27T14:28:00.000+08:00

fade into you.

the shadows of mine
cast over the horizons

bringing nothing but plight
a selfish tinge of empathy

what more to say, what more to say
flying higher into the sphere with my cranked up jet

maybe its what you didn't say, not what you did.

2006-11-19T23:54:00.000+08:00

hi, my name is dalton. it's 11.48 pm and its drizzling outside.

2006-11-10T02:27:00.000+08:00

hello dearest friends,

if i've let any of you guys down or given you the thought that i don't care or judge you, i'm sorry.. it really isn't who i am to do so. if you know me well enough it doesn't really matter about what you've done before.

i'm not in the position at all to judge anyone. i just want to be a good friend. someone who you all can turn to and share life with..

i just want to let you guys know i've never thought about you guys that way. i love you all and i just want to see us do well in life. sorry.

love,

dalton

2006-11-07T00:27:00.000+08:00

heh.. i have a new achievement. and i've set a pretty high standard.. to you know who.

anyways.. i guess God's been really patient and generous with me.. the things i've prayed about and the things i've prayed for. they are always answered.

hmm so yeah its a week's break from sch for me now. trying to make the best out of what i need to do too..

and yes! Christmas is coming... ha ha ha

2006-10-25T02:21:00.000+08:00

today was worship conference day. it was a blast.. all those who were there would surely say so too. personally i felt i've learnt alot from today itself. and just the awe of knowing Jesus our God was there throughout.. delighting in us.

like we've set new standards now. each day.. each service.. the conference is past now. and it really doesnt matter anymore. God's done what he wants to do and there's more to come.. so i encourage you guys! let this not be just a one time movitation but let God be your motivation. this way it never runs out.. cause there's an eternity waiting for you.. just to share one of my favourite verse:

John 14

Jesus Comforts His Disciples

1"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God^[a]; trust also in me. 2In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. 3And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am. 4You know the way to the place where I am going."

11Believe me when I say that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; or at least believe on the evidence of the miracles themselves. 12I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father. 13And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Son may bring glory to the Father. 14You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it.

2006-10-12T01:42:00.000+08:00

i'm not that bad right ?

am i ?

2006-10-04T06:48:00.001+08:00

If i lay here, if i just lay here.
Would you lie with me and just forget the world ?

I don't know where,
Confused about how as well.

::
Show me a garden that's bursting into life.

We'll do it all, everything
In Your ways.

thanks.. i really appreciate it.

2006-09-24T02:13:00.000+08:00

its so fast huh... a week's past again.

learnt more things, felt more inspired, got more relaxed, liked electrico more and more, loved God more and more. yeah its this increasing thing in life. like God doesnt cut you short. He's always adding, teaching, pouring out his teachings, blessings and love.. to me ya la. its a serene feeling.

i've been wondering that here in singapore do we all have the opportunity to pursue the dreams we want. it varies you know.. some dreams just dont have as much of a chance than the others to be lived..

its a huge risk i'd say. people always tell me that music in singapore.... cant make it big! cant this and cant that. haha.. yet everyday im inspired by the people who are living it in singapore. they're just like us. a simple person walking around. many of a times its going to need 3 other person who are as passionate and willing as you are. to say we'd all put our heart into something we all love and show it to the world. it's a very.. fufilling feeling i guess.

so yeah.. i'll definitely do it if i have just that one chance to make it! to pursue music at a level that i've never imagined before. it might not work out.. so its a risk to take.

tonight. everyone's dreaming, everyone's dreaming..

2006-09-18T00:28:00.001+08:00

Ephesians 4

Unity in the Body of Christ (Church)

1As a prisoner for the Lord, then, I urge you to live a life worthy of the calling you have received. 2Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love. 3Make every effort to keep the unity of the Spirit through the bond of peace.

see the keywords: COMPLETELY - no compromising, BEARING in LOVE - tolerate. if you cant. work with it! Love is a bunch of things! read corinthians, EVERY EFFORT - yup you have to do something. dont wait for the others to do it, PEACE - you know what these means.

Yup, you've heard God's Heart. =) the Bible defines everything we do. this is an important value and i think we all need to know the word of God inside out..

hmm.. ive given thought and i dont mean ive got everything sorted out. but i think it could be a no. of things that lead to the problems faced by the people in church. - the sound doctrines, the solid rock foundation and being inclusive. we always hang out with each other. meaning excess energy, bla bla goes to our own friends. it results in us picking on each other about the slightest of things. all these energy were meant to go outwards.. not inwards i guess.

just my thoughts.. =)
what do you think ?

2006-09-11T00:50:00.000+08:00

hmm a week's past in church, things were done up and tore down. old things have past and all things are becoming new! you know like God said... Behold!

many changes have taken place in my life these couple weeks. there were heart to heart talks. there were questionings.. there was doubt. Which clearly the bible says to put down. "Why do you doubt? Oh you of little faith" - Jesus

hmm sometimes you find that the hardest person to bring back to God is the person you're close to.. ive been thinking about standards. God has set some standards for us.. God has set missions for us. from the day we were imaged.. we had our will carved.. in this timeline:
|beginning-----------------------------------------------------------------end|, choices are made and ya.. just a whole of of things are written on it. whats yours been ?
you know Moses didnt come down from the mountain with 2 tablets of suggestions. It was 2 tablets of COMMANDMENTS.

now there are relationships.. its hard and it doesnt come easy for me... sometimes its not that i dont want to.. bt its just that i really dont know how to say it. or show it.. im afraid i might overdo it. im afraid i might send people walking the other direction..

2006-08-25T14:18:00.000+08:00

ok here's my favourite song from the latest hillsongs album : Mighty To Save

why i like it ? listen and find out. haha..

so if you're not too busy, come along and sit with me for awhile.

2006-08-23T01:22:00.000+08:00

haha.. well 3 exams are over and i have 2 more to go. which was quite fast.. like the days just went wheezing past. hmm yeah so ive finally gotten my new guitar. which sounds really fantastic.. really like it alot. so i guess im going to play alot haha..

been trying to write songs for church. so if any of you are willing to.. come to me! we'll sit down and get it done =) and yeah.. nowadays i have to control my temper. been kind of short-tempered lately.. sorry if i've given you a hard day or something yeah. chill..

so yup. leave a comment! cause its a lonely blog..

cheers,
dalton

2006-08-17T03:11:00.000+08:00

had my first paper today. was quite ok..

it feels like something's just missing. hmm

2006-08-16T09:26:00.000+08:00

oh simple things, where have you gone ?
im getting old and i need something to rely on.
so tell me when you're gonna let me in,
im getting tired and i need somewhere to begin.

so if you have a minute why dont we go,
talk about somewhere only we know.
this could be the end of everything,
so why dont we go,
so why dont we go ?

somewhere only we know.

2006-08-14T15:56:00.000+08:00

alright was just thinking about some things.

you know how sometimes you dream of being big, and when you want to get something so much you begin to neglect your friends, your families and even yourself. you forgot how it feels to have a bunch of bigger-than-life brothers and sistes around you. whom from them you give and take.. people who'd stick by you.. see you through and share the sadness and joy. hah.. wonderful ?

well i guess not all people have a group of such people. some yearn for them and couldnt have them. some people do and yet take them for granted. life's a balance huh.. when youve killed yourself for recognition, killed yourself to never ever stop.. and end up turning into something you're not...

for all the things ive done wrong. im sorry. and to my buddies.. come on we know life's changing. new seasons come and we've got to learn hw to adapt and settle down on it. bt through it all i can say we are still great friends. so dont feel nobody's letting you in on anything.. God always has His ways of doing things.

like how i've been left high.. left dry.. its those little things that matters. people are God's most wonderful creations. so isnt it only right that people are too the most important thing in life. well to me yeah.

what ive learnt ? love God, love people.

2006-08-13T02:09:00.000+08:00

heh! jubbyjub's back on business. so if you havent been to jubbyjub's old blog.. its stagnant most of the time, not entertaining and dull. bt! my tagboard's full of crap. ok so yeah.. see you guys arnd =)