today, auntie got hospitalised cause of her spine..

haha silly, it reminded me of a show i watched.

1 Litre Of Tears.

when you spine cells degenerate, you lose your balance, your ability to control you limbs and soon you cant eat properly. cant walk, you sit on a wheelchair. you feel that you're becoming a burden. so like its hard to deal with it. both physically and emotionally.

but thankfully her case isnt that serious. just a fracture.. well anyways, see how things turn out.

on friday the 13th, i woke up at 2pm.. late, and rainy..

i got lunch from subway at SMU and the guy gave me a free cookie, just because he knew i loved eating it. kind of made me smile.

anyways, went on to church and tried to fix the wall, printed pictures and fixed the wall somemore before doc and lifegroup.

hmm, this past week i had thought over things in life. things for future, family, friends and foes.
i learned how to be concerned without being irritating, or be too overly concerned :) through these things, i know i love to help people, to fix things and to see them happy. its like.. it makes me happy too la.

i learned how to love people the way God does. i learned how to let it go, let it fall off my shoulders.. i think like sometimes.. i carry burdens too heavy for myself without even realising it..

so i figured out today that, only things can make my day. i need people and things to make my day good.. it's not possible for me to make my own day. cause thats how it is... right? in whatever i choose to do, it involves something else, someone and somewhere.

so its monday again, after easter sunday.. knowing that yesterday's message was really good. God bless Henson and family..

so i'm just sitting in my living room listening to Lifehouse now.. finding that i still like the band after so long..

actually the first ever song i heard from them that i really liked was breathing. good times..




it's a long wait... but it's ok. keep moving forward.. haha.




today has to be a fruitful day. cause i dont like to sit around and do nothing..

today, i spent my afternoon walking, sitting, eating, eating, eating, smiling and laughing around a city. it's not that big. not that small either. but i enjoyed it thoroughly. good times..

so if you want to go to that city too. you can ask me, and i'll let you know. so you can also go and walk, eat, smile and laugh too. heh.. crazy fun.


ok. time to slp.. happy good friday.

so much more empty conversations, filled with empty words.
i'm sorry if i've caused you hurt or confusion.



i'm on fire when You're near me. i'm on fire when You speak..



so what now? the price i have to pay. the consequences for my actions.. not a very pleasant place to go to. but i think i can learn something from this, definitely..

standing on the edge. i don't need a new beginning, but a new validation. God validate me.




Therefore go and make disciples, baptizing them in the name of the Father, the Son and of the Holy Spirit. Teaching them to observe all things.

no bad. we are all teachers..

i had a dream, and it was just really real.

in the dream were many people, and a pretty lady. unlike the rest, she's the one i remembered

the most, clearly.

not because she shocked me. but because i felt her.. and in the dream, i lost her. i tried

searching everywhere, to find her again. to tell her i love her, and im sorry about the things i've

done. <------- sounds like a song right. ha ha

as hard as i tried. i failed.

life is.. pretty much like this.. because we always lose things. and it could be of big value,

priceless, or just a 5-cent coin. so don't get caught in it and stop there. carry on.. you'll find it

back someday. and wake up to see that losing is actually gaining.



you friendly neighbourhood guy,
dalton

the Pursuit of happyness.

great huh, knowing that happyness doesnt always come. it's got to be pursued..

Got a dream? protect it. don't ever let anyone tell you that you can't do something.

want something? go get it.

so im beginning to understand.. God's big plan for me..






Love,
dalton

WHY WHEN WHERE WHO WHAT WILL WITH WHICH?

hmm, please kindly talk to dalton only if you promise him not to vent your anger on him. thank you very much. appreciate it.



dont know why, lately ive been the TARGET for unwanted nonsense spouting and underserved snapping. ha ha.






oh well. good night and have a nice day.

happy new year, pray hard this year.






everyone needs a good friend. [priceless]

ok, the year's coming to an end.

at lifegroup yesterday we shared about what we were thankful to God for, something like thanksgiving and doing a "checkpoint" for our lives in the year 2006. It's quite a journey this year for most of us. but most importantly, we've all learned and grown from what had happened.

anyway, Christmas is coming. i think i really like Christmas. cause its a nice festival. but i always associate it with snow so i think i have this make belief in my mind that Christmas is going to be cold and niceee, every year.

yay


cheers,
dalton

fade into you.

the shadows of mine
cast over the horizons

bringing nothing but plight
a selfish tinge of empathy

what more to say, what more to say
flying higher into the sphere with my cranked up jet

maybe its what you didn't say, not what you did.

hi, my name is dalton. it's 11.48 pm and its drizzling outside.

hello dearest friends,

if i've let any of you guys down or given you the thought that i don't care or judge you, i'm sorry.. it really isn't who i am to do so. if you know me well enough it doesn't really matter about what you've done before.

i'm not in the position at all to judge anyone. i just want to be a good friend. someone who you all can turn to and share life with..

i just want to let you guys know i've never thought about you guys that way. i love you all and i just want to see us do well in life. sorry.

love,

dalton

heh.. i have a new achievement. and i've set a pretty high standard.. to you know who.

anyways.. i guess God's been really patient and generous with me.. the things i've prayed about and the things i've prayed for. they are always answered.

hmm so yeah its a week's break from sch for me now. trying to make the best out of what i need to do too..

and yes! Christmas is coming... ha ha ha

today was worship conference day. it was a blast.. all those who were there would surely say so too. personally i felt i've learnt alot from today itself. and just the awe of knowing Jesus our God was there throughout.. delighting in us.

like we've set new standards now. each day.. each service.. the conference is past now. and it really doesnt matter anymore. God's done what he wants to do and there's more to come.. so i encourage you guys! let this not be just a one time movitation but let God be your motivation. this way it never runs out.. cause there's an eternity waiting for you.. just to share one of my favourite verse:

John 14

Jesus Comforts His Disciples

1"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God^[a]; trust also in me. 2In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. 3And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am. 4You know the way to the place where I am going."

11Believe me when I say that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; or at least believe on the evidence of the miracles themselves. 12I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father. 13And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Son may bring glory to the Father. 14You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it.

i'm not that bad right ?

am i ?

If i lay here, if i just lay here.
Would you lie with me and just forget the world ?

I don't know where,
Confused about how as well.

::
Show me a garden that's bursting into life.

We'll do it all, everything
In Your ways.


thanks.. i really appreciate it.

its so fast huh... a week's past again.

learnt more things, felt more inspired, got more relaxed, liked electrico more and more, loved God more and more. yeah its this increasing thing in life. like God doesnt cut you short. He's always adding, teaching, pouring out his teachings, blessings and love.. to me ya la. its a serene feeling.

i've been wondering that here in singapore do we all have the opportunity to pursue the dreams we want. it varies you know.. some dreams just dont have as much of a chance than the others to be lived..

its a huge risk i'd say. people always tell me that music in singapore.... cant make it big! cant this and cant that. haha.. yet everyday im inspired by the people who are living it in singapore. they're just like us. a simple person walking around. many of a times its going to need 3 other person who are as passionate and willing as you are. to say we'd all put our heart into something we all love and show it to the world. it's a very.. fufilling feeling i guess.

so yeah.. i'll definitely do it if i have just that one chance to make it! to pursue music at a level that i've never imagined before. it might not work out.. so its a risk to take.

tonight. everyone's dreaming, everyone's dreaming..

Ephesians 4

Unity in the Body of Christ (Church)

1As a prisoner for the Lord, then, I urge you to live a life worthy of the calling you have received. 2Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love. 3Make every effort to keep the unity of the Spirit through the bond of peace.

see the keywords: COMPLETELY - no compromising, BEARING in LOVE - tolerate. if you cant. work with it! Love is a bunch of things! read corinthians, EVERY EFFORT - yup you have to do something. dont wait for the others to do it, PEACE - you know what these means.

Yup, you've heard God's Heart. =) the Bible defines everything we do. this is an important value and i think we all need to know the word of God inside out..

hmm.. ive given thought and i dont mean ive got everything sorted out. but i think it could be a no. of things that lead to the problems faced by the people in church. - the sound doctrines, the solid rock foundation and being inclusive. we always hang out with each other. meaning excess energy, bla bla goes to our own friends. it results in us picking on each other about the slightest of things. all these energy were meant to go outwards.. not inwards i guess.

just my thoughts.. =)
what do you think ?