today, auntie got hospitalised cause of her spine..

haha silly, it reminded me of a show i watched.

1 Litre Of Tears.

when you spine cells degenerate, you lose your balance, your ability to control you limbs and soon you cant eat properly. cant walk, you sit on a wheelchair. you feel that you're becoming a burden. so like its hard to deal with it. both physically and emotionally.

but thankfully her case isnt that serious. just a fracture.. well anyways, see how things turn out.

on friday the 13th, i woke up at 2pm.. late, and rainy..

i got lunch from subway at SMU and the guy gave me a free cookie, just because he knew i loved eating it. kind of made me smile.

anyways, went on to church and tried to fix the wall, printed pictures and fixed the wall somemore before doc and lifegroup.

hmm, this past week i had thought over things in life. things for future, family, friends and foes.
i learned how to be concerned without being irritating, or be too overly concerned :) through these things, i know i love to help people, to fix things and to see them happy. its like.. it makes me happy too la.

i learned how to love people the way God does. i learned how to let it go, let it fall off my shoulders.. i think like sometimes.. i carry burdens too heavy for myself without even realising it..

so i figured out today that, only things can make my day. i need people and things to make my day good.. it's not possible for me to make my own day. cause thats how it is... right? in whatever i choose to do, it involves something else, someone and somewhere.

so its monday again, after easter sunday.. knowing that yesterday's message was really good. God bless Henson and family..

so i'm just sitting in my living room listening to Lifehouse now.. finding that i still like the band after so long..

actually the first ever song i heard from them that i really liked was breathing. good times..




it's a long wait... but it's ok. keep moving forward.. haha.




today has to be a fruitful day. cause i dont like to sit around and do nothing..

today, i spent my afternoon walking, sitting, eating, eating, eating, smiling and laughing around a city. it's not that big. not that small either. but i enjoyed it thoroughly. good times..

so if you want to go to that city too. you can ask me, and i'll let you know. so you can also go and walk, eat, smile and laugh too. heh.. crazy fun.


ok. time to slp.. happy good friday.