and now.... the pre-new year post. ha ha.. and also its zech's birthday. im glad im the first to wish him. just to let him know he means something to me. special leh..


and also. i love you esther. cause you're more than special. moouacks! ha ha.. and just to thank you for all your support and all your care and concern la. i know how its been like for you :) and i dont blame you for anything. hee.. ok? know that i'll always be here for you and will stand by you throughout everything.


so here's a merry christmas and a happy new year to you guys


cheers to 07'

x)

God will not put you through that of which you cannot bear,

and for every season, there's a reason.






suck thumb smile and just do it, excellently and patiently.

The Potter has His Hands on you. always

i wont give up, i will hang on and i will be standing by you :) thank God and i love you dearie. it's been the best time. heh.. take care of yourself ok.

i love YOU.

It's not easy but who GIVES???? ha ha.

I've set my heart and its backed by God.

You can count on me :) cause we're in this together.

hang on tight ya, in time to come. you'll see the goodness. the sweetness. the rewards...

that it's the happiest time of our lives. i love you girl, always.




yours always,
xiang xiang <3

happy 4 months! i love you!

this past 4 months ah. i think i've never felt more blessed. life is good la. but then you're the big big big bonus. you know? haha its really fast right? and also.. i think we've been through quite abit for a short 4 months. and we've learnt and grown alot together.

remember that night when i asked you. haha.. memories. so yes, we got to that place again today. and ya i loved it. short while also love it. since then i've never looked back.

how do you know if we're the right one for each other? cause we CHOSE each other. muack!

i know in the coming months and years ahead, its only going to get better. thank you for your love. let me LOVE you.

its field camp this weekend. means im spending my birthday in the jungle. hahaha.. its here. it finally is here. i never thought it would happen to me. haha.


nothing to say.

but then! got things for you dear. while i cant talk to you like how i always do everyday, please take care of yourself ok? along the way you'll find it hard, tough and irritating. but then the sun always sets. so a new day will come. see the sun set 6 times only can see me already. heh..


i love YOU and i thank YOU for everything! so when you're feeling out of it or miss me like how i miss you alot alot alot. haha come read this post again.

remember to pursue God when you're in need of anything. He's the one who's going to pull you through. when it gets tough, pray and let God hold your hand to guide you, lift you and support you.


so i'll see you in 2 wks time. take good care of yourself. remember to cover! heh. and study hard. go home early ok? do what you think is right. you know me well enough :) heh x)


I LOVE YOU TO BITS GIRL! ALWAYS!


yours always,
xiang xiang <3

Hello! it's been such a joy and blessing la. you are an angel you know?
to have you in my life and especially now. people say will past quick. but i know i want it to past quick and fruitfully la.
let us grow in our love and relationship with each other ok?
you never fail to put a smile on my face girl.
i love you all my life and forever
will be praying you and loving you forever dearie.
ever since it started i've never looked back.
cause i know you didnt too.
i commit to you. and love to see you smile
i want to marry you. dont care. haha..
just remember what we have. and you'll do fine. when i take the place of your memories! x)
I LOVE YOU, ALWAYS!

yours always,
xiang xiang <3>

so yes, its time to enlist into the army. i am very happy, anxious, excited and asphyxiated to be able to serve my country!


NOT!

but anyways.. i do feel quite weird. like its in my face right now. so ill just want to thank a certain few people..



LIFEGROUP - you guys really did alot for me. and i am very touched. the dinner, the next dinner, suppers and bowling.. just making time for me. meeting up with me just to hang out.. supporting me.. whatever it is, i just want to thank you guys. really appreciate it alot.. thanks for the calls, the advises, the love and the spirit. i love you all.


CHURCH - thanks guys and girls, i really appreciate it alot. the messages, the dinners, the talks and the chit chats.. very nice of you people. sometimes i feel like nobody bothers. but i guess im wrong :) so yes. thanks again! be strong and live prosperously.. serve well. serve people..


ESTHER - hey hey, thank you for everything. you've been a great support and i really appreciate it alot. you've shown great strength and love to me. you always try your best to make me feel better. and you bother to understand me.. its been such a joy to see you grow and to be your boyfriend. thank you for your efforts and concerns. the gifts were really perfect.
so.. no fear! its just a new season now, things will change and it will be tough. but its what we're going to make out of it that counts in future.. i know i've screwed up at times.. but we'll grow ya!! we'll learn along the way :) my love for you wont change so you can rest assured. i promise.. i love YOU girl, always. think of it as a day closer to marriage :D thanks for all the fun and happy times. and thanks for all the down and sad times too. the anxious times and the nua times.





tk care of each other, love people..

if you read this please let others know too. so they can read x) thanks!

time has come to enter into a new season..

till then i have things yet unsettled and i dont want to have to think about it when im away on an island not being able to do anything.

it's been pretty hard lately, with this ongoing thing always bugging me. i cant really put in words what it is.

but i got the answer from a movie we watched x) how do we get closer? God gives us closeness?


noooo wrong ans.

we get put into situations that will help us. so yes, please be positive! work things out together..




i love you. and you guys..

a right place to crap.

the most important factor is comfort.



must be air conditioned and quiet. with soft background music and occasional toilet spray..


i cannot crap in noisy and cramped up toilets hahah

why i try so hard? when my world caves in on me then i'll realise that im just as insignificant as when i first failed to exist.



hai.

felt like a dipshit on 8/8/07


dalton you remember today, and how it felt. cause you may never feel again.

its been more than a month. things have been good and bad.. but we grow. both ways :)

So, i have been thinking about how much time i havent been spending with the guys lately. and if some would think friendship is based on how often we see each other or how much time spent together and not. priorities got change la, its only a matter of time. not that i think its right to, just that its reality. but then wanting to keep the bonds close and actually doing it counts. right??? come on. if anyone is ever reading this. let me know so at least i know.

if acceptance is hard to come by? when we change how we live.. then again, i've realised how much i need my friends. and how much they care about me. one way or another.



so thanks for everything guys.


not taking anyone for granted..

i couldn't have done anything for the relationship without you. hehe..
and the good thing is, road isn't always rocky. but try and hold on when it does ya.. i walk with you.

nobody said it was easy x)


love you all the more.

thank you for reminding, for affirming and for everything.




you know i figured.. the difference between a Godly man and a worldly man is FAITH. because we believe in something they do not.. because we have faith in a God they don't know. all the more we should make God known to them. through being ourselves, perfected through Christ.


hoo.

i've been told to be patient. and its actually really hard ah.. like i know sometimes i keep rushing stuffs ah.. help me can? cause i know we'll get through this together. even for now, things are much better :) which is really good. cause being honest solves a whole lot of stuffs. like a whole lot..

thank you very much for everything.

anyway.. almost kana. like kana badly. like thats it. its the end.. but never la :D
i like.. sorry sorry..

life's been simple lately la.. school and then go home. or hang out with friends.. emotionally ah, dealing with my heart is a long process.. irritating sometimes cause its like a sick cycle.. sick. finish old one new one comes out.. are we meant to do this our whole life? i always tell myself to keep moving forward.. keep going.. tiring yes but i hope God guides me in this and for everything.

priorities and responsibilities.

today, auntie got hospitalised cause of her spine..

haha silly, it reminded me of a show i watched.

1 Litre Of Tears.

when you spine cells degenerate, you lose your balance, your ability to control you limbs and soon you cant eat properly. cant walk, you sit on a wheelchair. you feel that you're becoming a burden. so like its hard to deal with it. both physically and emotionally.

but thankfully her case isnt that serious. just a fracture.. well anyways, see how things turn out.

on friday the 13th, i woke up at 2pm.. late, and rainy..

i got lunch from subway at SMU and the guy gave me a free cookie, just because he knew i loved eating it. kind of made me smile.

anyways, went on to church and tried to fix the wall, printed pictures and fixed the wall somemore before doc and lifegroup.

hmm, this past week i had thought over things in life. things for future, family, friends and foes.
i learned how to be concerned without being irritating, or be too overly concerned :) through these things, i know i love to help people, to fix things and to see them happy. its like.. it makes me happy too la.

i learned how to love people the way God does. i learned how to let it go, let it fall off my shoulders.. i think like sometimes.. i carry burdens too heavy for myself without even realising it..

so i figured out today that, only things can make my day. i need people and things to make my day good.. it's not possible for me to make my own day. cause thats how it is... right? in whatever i choose to do, it involves something else, someone and somewhere.

so its monday again, after easter sunday.. knowing that yesterday's message was really good. God bless Henson and family..

so i'm just sitting in my living room listening to Lifehouse now.. finding that i still like the band after so long..

actually the first ever song i heard from them that i really liked was breathing. good times..




it's a long wait... but it's ok. keep moving forward.. haha.




today has to be a fruitful day. cause i dont like to sit around and do nothing..

today, i spent my afternoon walking, sitting, eating, eating, eating, smiling and laughing around a city. it's not that big. not that small either. but i enjoyed it thoroughly. good times..

so if you want to go to that city too. you can ask me, and i'll let you know. so you can also go and walk, eat, smile and laugh too. heh.. crazy fun.


ok. time to slp.. happy good friday.

so much more empty conversations, filled with empty words.
i'm sorry if i've caused you hurt or confusion.



i'm on fire when You're near me. i'm on fire when You speak..



so what now? the price i have to pay. the consequences for my actions.. not a very pleasant place to go to. but i think i can learn something from this, definitely..

standing on the edge. i don't need a new beginning, but a new validation. God validate me.




Therefore go and make disciples, baptizing them in the name of the Father, the Son and of the Holy Spirit. Teaching them to observe all things.

no bad. we are all teachers..

i had a dream, and it was just really real.

in the dream were many people, and a pretty lady. unlike the rest, she's the one i remembered

the most, clearly.

not because she shocked me. but because i felt her.. and in the dream, i lost her. i tried

searching everywhere, to find her again. to tell her i love her, and im sorry about the things i've

done. <------- sounds like a song right. ha ha

as hard as i tried. i failed.

life is.. pretty much like this.. because we always lose things. and it could be of big value,

priceless, or just a 5-cent coin. so don't get caught in it and stop there. carry on.. you'll find it

back someday. and wake up to see that losing is actually gaining.



you friendly neighbourhood guy,
dalton

the Pursuit of happyness.

great huh, knowing that happyness doesnt always come. it's got to be pursued..

Got a dream? protect it. don't ever let anyone tell you that you can't do something.

want something? go get it.

so im beginning to understand.. God's big plan for me..






Love,
dalton

WHY WHEN WHERE WHO WHAT WILL WITH WHICH?

hmm, please kindly talk to dalton only if you promise him not to vent your anger on him. thank you very much. appreciate it.



dont know why, lately ive been the TARGET for unwanted nonsense spouting and underserved snapping. ha ha.






oh well. good night and have a nice day.

happy new year, pray hard this year.






everyone needs a good friend. [priceless]