You know... there are days that you just know, from the moment you open your eyes and breathe, is the perfect beginning of a bad bad day.

Well today was it. If i can say, it sucked bad. I super hated the feeling of it.

I said the wrong things, did the wrong things and i basically have a word in my mind. FAIL.
So i tried making up for it and tried to get myself back together.

I guess God can use a person who has a listening ear, is honest, has God-given wisdom, gives great advises, thinks positive and doesnt judge, can change things. like now i know la! thanks so much..

So i just shared and said what i felt and cleared things up. Thank God and Thank God for you, friend.

today i thought of these

i wonder who my real friends are
why do i feel that im not likable
why is it that when i try it goes to waste

i dont like it now.

very few people bother asking.
i hope that it'll change soon enough...

i feel overwhelmed. i often feel like i'm not up to it or at least like i'm always procrastinating..

know i've got to start doing something somewhere. Just feel like there's alot of stuffs in my life now and i need to prioritise. also thank God that i was woken up and had a new revelation of who god is to me and how god has been doing in my life. it's like a new season with new challenges that i have to face..

i am grateful, humbled and i am learning how to desire god more.